They Say Don't Bite the Hand that Feeds You

Not only have I bitten it 

I have sucked it
I have teased it 
I have licked it 
​I have had my mouth covered by it 
I have held hands with it 
I have conspired with it 
I have paid rent with it 
I have gone to the hospital with it 
I have partied with it 
I have slipped it into my back pocket 
It has brought me purpose and passion and electricity 
It has given me community 
It has brought me to my greatest heights and lowest lows 
It pets me, I pet it 
I full throttle finger it 
Artists fuck the Hand that Feed Us  
Artists Are Sexual Subs Doms Switches and Power Players 

And I want a Clean Slate 

I want my Fairy Wand Cleanse because the Love I Make to this Hand that Feeds Me is Mine to Make 
And these are My Breaths to Take 

The Pauses I can ask for 
The Body I put on the line 
The Collaborative Effort of Our Love on the Line
of a Vision I Want to Protect 
Where My Words: "Now, Hold On" which can mean: 
"Now, Hold On" - "please clarify" 
"Now, Hold On" - "I need more time" 
"Now, Hold On" - "Are you alright" 
"Now, Hold On" _ "Dance Break" 
"Now, Hold On" - "Do we have really have enough money to do this?" 
"Now. Hold On" - "I don't think that person is doing okay" 

Not only do I bite the hand that feeds me 
but I am in a life-saving business with it.
So don't come at me with denial 
That we are not in vulnerability with one another 
That we are not in a Sacred Union 
That this is just is like any other Job where we clock in and clock out 
When you are Selling my Vulnerability and I'm a Professional CockTease. 


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