how to make it in hollywood. survive. through the terrors of wealth being run by out-of-touch leaders in power and the trickle down effect of that terror. use all the power of Manifestation and Visualization to attract that abundance of wealth to you, while you bite into it silently as you channel God through you. Only til you make it with visibility and with dollars: can you finally FINALLY say something. After you survive the Gauntlet. And heal on your own through these systems of lacking care. Only then do you have influence against the people trying to wipe out communities of people who you LOVE. We have an Empathy problem in this country. We have a self-hatred problem in this country.  We have a greed problem in this country. No one needs to be a billionaire. No ONE. And that money is compensating for fear. If people need respite, need a holding hand, if any marginalized artist is struggling financially right now, please reach out and let me know: because we have to come together right now to stay alive. @aoc talked about the emotional dysregulation as a tactic, and we need to get regulated to stay in action. To stay alive. Money has been why my body has felt sacrificed - and money is what this comes down to. It’s f*cking sad. I will get it wrong, and I will face judgement, but that will not stop me from trying to do right in this world. Artists ARE Warriors. And to the Artists who navigate these Terror Moments in silence and reach excellence, to turn back around and extend a hand reaching out. Thank You. And to the Artists protecting these Artists. And to the people protecting them. Artists, may you heal so that you can use your LIGHT for GOOD. As you channel God through you. I just wish we did not revere Award Systems that perpetuate Systems of Violence. Maybe I'm using the Law of Manifestation against me now. But the Silence around it in this Industry has me FREAKED OUT. I will lose support for speaking out. I will lose funding. I will gain my integrity. I will gain my power. I won't die silently with it inside of me ANYMORE. 

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Sh*t is Bleak. 

I'm writing here as a record to myself. 

Because I refuse to be Forgotten. 

Even to myself. 

I am listening to AOC speak talking about how we cannot bypass taking Fascism down: and that she is giving a "lock-in" conversation that cannot be turned into a bite-sized Tik Toks. 

I APPRECIATE THIS. SOME VULNERABILITY IN POLITICS AND WHAT IS HAPPENING. 

I need to be offering my practices. 

Because I believe in what I am able to do. 

Maybe it's time to leave the U.S. and move to Thailand where the cost of living is lower. Much much much lower. Much Lower. 

Because being in the U.S. as an Artist right now. Feels so painful. When you are one who speaks the truth. 

The abandonment is real. 

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